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For Sale

Posted by hullboy1316 at 00:00 on August 26th, 2010 at 12:00AM (updated Aug 26th, 2010)
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well i got dumped again. and again my heart feels like someone tore it out, ripped it to shreds and stuck it back into my chest. what is so wrong with me? i try to be loving, caring, kind...but nobody cares. not even the person in the world i thought would understand. everyone keeps leaving me, the minute i get close, they leave me. and leave me to suffer in this evil hellhole thats called my life. i just want love. i need someone who actually loves me, who will be there with me when i cant handle life anymore, who will love me for me. but i guess she doesnt exist. shes just a dream. just a tiny piece of the life i want. so that even with all the shit and sadness and horrible things in my life, i can look into her eyes, and know that its ok. that at least 1 person cares enough to look back...

Posted by hullboy1316 at 05:04 on July 26th, 2010 at 5:04AM
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done

im done, im done reachin out, done caring about people, i always just get fucked over. fuck this i am done

Posted by hullboy1316 at 21:13 on June 7th, 2010 at 9:13PM
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wounds

they say time heals all wounds, but i keep getting new ones....

Posted by hullboy1316 at 06:42 on June 1st, 2010 at 6:42AM
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sad

grrrrr like all or most of my friends are sad today and its making me sad cause i love you guys and you keep me from losing it, feel better circle!

Posted by hullboy1316 at 11:46 on May 26th, 2010 at 11:46AM
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girls girls girls

ive been thinking about this lately, for some reason girls seem to get me and like me, but guys really dont...i only have 1 male friend, compared to my like hundreds of girl-friends lol

Posted by hullboy1316 at 07:37 on May 18th, 2010 at 7:37AM
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slow suicide

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Posted by hullboy1316 at 07:23 on May 18th, 2010 at 7:23AM
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Life blood

The blood dripping down my arm does not comfort the tears flowing from my face. i want all the blood in my body to flow out, so that maybe it will overpower the tears...everything i love is lost...all my hopes and dreams shattered...i cannot even take solice in this website anymore, because of the sad memories it brings me. friends lost, friends gained. love gained, love lost to the dark depths of the souls of others...my life, my horrible horrible life....all the abuse...all the attacks....all the hurt...the cuts no longer comfort me, love only makes me sad, and substance only numbs the pain that eventually flows back through my veins....all is lost....all is damned...

My mood: extremely distressed

Posted by hullboy1316 at 12:15 on February 6th, 2010 at 12:15PM
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1-7 of 7 Blogs

For Sale, posted August 26th, 2010

why, posted July 26th, 2010, 5 comments

done, posted June 7th, 2010, 1 comment

wounds, posted June 1st, 2010

sad, posted May 26th, 2010, 3 comments

girls girls girls, posted May 18th, 2010, 2 comments

slow suicide, posted May 18th, 2010

Life blood, posted February 6th, 2010